Life as I'd Tell It

Something That I’ve Never Had

Join me I deserved it
No time to have you lurking
If I got right then you might like it
You know I dealt with you the nicest
Nobody touch me, I’m the righteous
Nobody text me in a crisis
I believed all of your dreams are fruition
You took my heart and my keys and my vision
You took my heart off my sleeve a decoration
You mistaken my love I brought for you for foundation
All that I wanted from you was to give me something that I never had
Something that you’ve never seen
Something that you’ve never been
But I wake up and everything’s wrong
Just get ready for work, work, work

We just need to slow the motion
Don’t give that away to no one
Long distance, I need you
When I see potential I just gotta see it through
If you had a twin I would still choose you
I don’t wanna rush into it, if it’s too soon
But I know you need to get done, done, done, done
If you come over


Late Nights

*song Jeremih | Impatient
Late Nights

Know your city, what you’re used to
Know I ain’t exactly what you’re used to
Know you’re prolly worried what I’m used to
I don’t blame you, what you s’posed do?
Last time we f* like it was all night
Now you got me thinkin’ ’bout you all night
Me and you, seemed like it’d be alright
Long as we can keep it all night…

Life as I'd Tell It

The One Who Got Away…

If I could see you again, even for a moment…

I wish I could remember it all forever; When we said our parting words, and I had my hands in his for what I knew would be the last time. As they slipped from mine, I knew I would never feel them again. What followed that was all how I fell in love with the one that got away.

I really do believe that I loved him. But it was the most tragic kind of feeling, as I could not tell it. I remember how when I thought of him my heart would race, my mind keeping pace. I would not sleep and we both had many sleepless nights. When I first saw him, I had already sensed something. When we first talked, it was all too easily confirmed. We were amazing together. He would make me smile intently, laugh out loud and cry all in the same day. Our chemistry would never be something I would compare. But maybe we were too similar for our own good.

I still look back at conversations we had and they would refresh every feeling that I felt at that time. I would wonder what it’d be like to see him again. Or if I would ever see him again. We both figured it would be best if we never. But maybe it’ll be one of those stories where, we’ll run into eachother at an old age, and I’d like to think he’d still remember everything we felt. And maybe then, we’d be able to speak honestly to eachother.

… oh, the stories I would tell you.