Thoughts In Flight
Thought | No CommentsA little over two months back I was on the plane coming back home to Vancouver. It was a restless 14hr flight, as there was so much running through my mind. I was not settled in thought. And so being me, I wrote it out:
Sometime in February…
There are nights when you just don’t want to sleep.. tonight is one. Thinking back on the year that has passed, I wonder how it will take me into the new year. My mind and goals have shifted. Somethings are falling in place in quick pace and others are put on hold. This seems to be how life takes course. It’s just whether or not we are comfortable with it. There are still many decisions I’ve yet to make that will continue to make major changes in my life. But for some reason I still feel like I should continue as I have in the past year… act, react based on feelings. We’ll see I guess, when the time comes.
It’s the simple things that makes me smile, makes me happy. It’s the gestures, how one acts around me, the kindness and appreciation that sparks that feeling in me.
Life continues to throw unexpected things at me, as if to test me. I’m learning how I am. I can see it now. With everything last year, I see that I have taken on a very selfish role in trying to find my own happiness. I became comfortable with that.. now it’s difficult to adjust. Constantly seeking for higher experiences has set me on this path where I’m no longer easily satisfied with life. I want and yearn for more. It’s when you open yourself to more doors that you realize.. there is even more behind another.. and I become greedy, wanting to open every door before me just to see what it has in store for me. I’m curious, stubborn and can’t settle. The risks seem minuscule to me, while the experience gives me some sort of high. You know thrill seekers? I think I’m a life experience seeker. Oh dear.
Just about to land…






