I remember us alone
Waiting for the light to go
Don’t you feel that hunger
I’ve got, so many secrets to show
When I saw you on that stage
I shiver with the look you gave
Don’t you hear that rhythm, can you
Show me how we can escape…
And it never stop surprising me. Take a step back and observe. It’s interesting how one thing leads to the happenings of another, and how certain situations in my life continue to repeat themselves. What does it mean? Am I making the same mistakes? Or is this just me. No matter how much I try to fall into the norm, this is where I end up.
A chance meeting, finds me in the arms of someone so distant yet connected. Do you ever have that thought that perhaps we have more than one soulmate? More than one love in this world that is meant for us. And when we don’t explore beyond what surrounds us, we would never know. They’re out there, living their lives with someone, loving someone else. But we would never know, even if we met them. Because how can you fall in love with someone, who is already in love with someone else. So it’s not really love, and love at first sight does not exist, it’s purely physical attraction… lust. But until I find that true love in my life, I guess I can let my mind dream its dreams… at least it keeps me busy.
Sometimes you just want to have something nice for yourself, just because… hey you deserve it.
I’ve always wanted a fancy sleek looking bed frame. If there’s one room I definitely want to dress up, it’d be the bedroom. Sure I had a perfectly functional bed frame, but I wanted something more, something I would feel more spoiled in. I had forgotten about it for a while and just on a random whim I went onto CL and unexpectedly, the perfect bed frame was found.
It’s a lovely mix grey tufted headboard bed frame with full fabric panels for the base, it’s freakn beautiful and just what I needed.
If you’re going to be with someone, be with someone who treats you like a queen.
What do you do when something is missing? You try to find ways to fill that void. The easy solution and what the heart seeks for is a direct replacement. But no, I’m not letting myself do that.
I need to be patient again, and just take my time. This doesn’t mean letting myself sit in this rut. I just need to refocus my attention. Instead of yearning for affection (ugh… so me), I need to force my heart to settle into the idea of just being here for me right now. I have to be selfish again, and rediscover the things that I love and what really makes me who I am.
So here I go, trying really hard to just take baby steps. Seeking for positive forward change and growth in my everyday to keep my mind occupied. Big things are happening this month! I’m excited .
You’ve always been my favourite “6”, let’s see what you have in store for me.
Do you know what you started?
I just came here to party
But now we’re rocking on the dance floor, actin’ naughty
Your hands around my waist
Just let the music play
We’re hand in hand, chest to chest and now we’re face to face